I wonder where these dreams go, when the world gets in your way.

Monday, May 19, 2008

~~fucking~~ hot weather -.-
can't stand it. it's killing me!

hmm.. so on last thurs i had my final npcc day observant ceremony in BPGHS. quite sad eh. no more chance to say " We promise, to.... fill in the blank ". moreover, on friday was soon keng sir's POP. The ceremony i can say was, simple? lol. we just wore our sch uniform, had a "parade" at the field, presented a gift put in an Adidas box to him, and acted out a show which was meant to deceive soon keng sir. ( obviously he was not, with our lousy acting skills ). and btw, i almost screwed the present up. dunno who hid the present on the wall in the toilet, so having an itchy hand, i pushed the present backwards. never did i know it fell into a small tiny weeny room. and worst, the room was locked. luckily for the sch auntie, we managed to open the door, and jiajing tried to went in to retrieve the present, but sad to say, he could not enter the tiny room =x btw, most of the sirs and ma'ams are leaving soon. =( damn sad can. anyway, wish soon keng sir all the best and good luck (:

talking abt my common tests results, i think it is disappointing. although the good news is that i did not fail any subj, however i did not reach up to my expectations. those which i thought could get A1, sad to say i didn't. and those which were meant for us to get A, i also did not, except for one. argh, seriously do not know what is wrong with me. and my lit, which i was expecting a pass for it, most prob a B, sad to say, i did not even passed. hais. my lit seriously suck man, no matter how i do also always fail... anyone kind enough to help me? o.O this time round is such a disappointment for me. everyone arnd me is like getting so many A1s or A2s, like no kick liddat, whereas i am getting only one? its like ppl are moving way ahead of me, and i am lagging behind, stuck at the same point. haix. seriously i hope i can regain my energy and focus more on my studies. i must accelerate at a faster ~~ds/dt~~ rate so as to catch up with the ppl ahead of me!

on a happier note, i can finally get to bball agn ytd. its like so long since i bball. also not engaging in any exercise recently, and worse, PE's is going to end soon. or maybe it already did T.T gonna miss it so much. so i had a full court match with some ppl from outside. and there was this fat ass who kept scolding vulgarities like no body's business. and kept blaming his team mates for faults etc. and some of their ppl do not have sportmanship la. and keep guai lan us, as in 话中带刺。~~kaninnabueychaocheebong~~. zzzz spoil my mood nia, whole match i damn buey song with them. nvm about those morons, i left earlier and went to my grandma's place to have dinner with them. after that my cousin sent us home. he damn good can. always send us home, hahah, with my young little niece and nephew.

these few days have been real busy for me. busy packing things as i will be shifting house real soon. damn tiring for me. and also, tmr i will be removing my dear braces! NOOOOOOOOOOO!! T.T gonna miss it lots, with all the colourful thingy on it. ( i forgot what it is called =x )

ok gonna end my long post already. there's sch tmr. and i am tired out. gtg, bye.

ah kip lost his dreams at 10:00 PM

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