I wonder where these dreams go, when the world gets in your way.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hais. this week hasn't been a good week for me. dunno how to say la. btw 3p2 soccer team is out. we cant go to semis anymore. we hav a total of 5 points. by winning 3a ( 2:0) , draw ith 3B (2:2) , 3M1 (1:1) , and losing to 3T1 1:0. argh! we shudn't have lost to 3T1 la. really shudn't hav la. its like the team which we most confident to win won us eventually. argh. they scored early. and we couldn't score any. hais. i had a good chance la. from a corner kick. but miskick it la. then against 3B, junyueh passed a nice through ball for me, and the defender did not get it, so its left for me to score, but the defender was fast enough to tackle from behind. my fault again T.T hais. then against 3a, xx kick the free kick, but he passed it to me at the near post, and guess wad, i kicked the air. oh wth la. 3rd time already la. then against 3M1, i got a nice through ball frm xx, the same way as in the match against 3B. this time i got the ball, no defender was behind me, i did not kick air nor miskick it. i kicked it, but to aim it st8 at the keeper. RAWRRR LA! wtf la. i was so damn pissed with myself la. hais. feel like cutting off my bloody leg right now la.

and hor, the match against 3M1 was so violent la. i got my right wrist sprained because of somebody la. when i and him was chasing for the ball, i ran faster den him. he was a big and strong guy la. then i in front of him, going to kick the ball away, he pushed me from behind. guess wad? i 'flew' away sia. =.= i was running at top speed then he push with so much strength. den i fall on the floor on my right arm and roll. LOL. ( i know it sound very drama xD) what the fcuk la. asshole. he din even bother to help me up or say sorry. he dun even have sportsmanship sia. knn la. sian lor. if in real soccer match, he wud have at least gotten a yellow or red card even lor. i jus a skinny small boy he push until liddat. fcuk sia _l_ and during the match, junyueh saved alot of impt goals, if not they could hav scored more. then that guy manage to break through our defence again, then he was going to shoot, and i ran in front of him again, turn around, and he zham the ball st8 onto my back! haha! lucky la. if not he wud have scored la. that was my only contribution to the team. hais. then nizam shoot the ball. junyueh was unlucky. he hold onto the ball, but to let it slip away. nvm, at least he saved alot =D felt so sad after dat la. thx junyueh anywae. hahas...

i really feel so useless la. everybody was so good in the team. except me. xx even scored 5 goals. T.T feel so guilty la. i hai the team cannot go semis la. hais T.T argh. sorry everyone. if i have scored, we wud have advanced to the next stage. so sorry 3p2 footballers. anyway, everyone did a great job! hope u all had fun! thx so much~ i wan to thank the team: junyueh, mark, justin, waileong, nic, jianwei, xie xin, and kunyun , dom and chunhou too! hais hais. T.T

ah kip lost his dreams at 3:32 AM

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